http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/feed/? Latest topics Sat, 07 Nov 2009 01:40:45 GMT 10 http://illiweb.com/fa/empty.gif http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/feed/? http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/the-zeitgeist-movement-f5/member-count-t115.htm Robert Porter 357,000 Members from all around the world so far. The Zeitgeist Movement Sat, 07 Nov 2009 01:40:45 GMT http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/the-zeitgeist-movement-f5/member-count-t115.htm#148 http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/the-zeitgeist-movement-f5/member-count-t115.htm http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/robert-s-library-f13/wasteland-t114.htm Robert Porter Telling that piece of shit coke head to fuck off was a good time for me, but I'm not going to be an asshole for the rest of my life am I? How much I'd like to hide what I've become from my 13 year old self, he'd look down at me like a monster. Having come this close to loosing myself, jesus fuck me christ. I'm calling things off with her, I just can't handle her as a priority. There's never any time, and my life is in the shit hole. It's the better choice right now. Fuck it. This is all ... Robert's Library Sat, 07 Nov 2009 01:37:52 GMT http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/robert-s-library-f13/wasteland-t114.htm#147 http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/robert-s-library-f13/wasteland-t114.htm http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/robert-s-library-f13/silhouettes-on-the-horizon-t113.htm Robert Porter I've never stood to risk so much before in my life. I stand to lose myself to someone, or become miserable being someone else. I don't know what to do, as the course of action must be radical - but I cannot act against something that could be both savior or doom. Time will tell. The last thing I want to do is watch this beauty inside of me die, let alone get smuthered. Critical choices are going to be made under critical situations. We are going to lose alot, if not everything in this war. ... Robert's Library Fri, 06 Nov 2009 05:29:06 GMT http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/robert-s-library-f13/silhouettes-on-the-horizon-t113.htm#146 http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/robert-s-library-f13/silhouettes-on-the-horizon-t113.htm http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/robert-s-library-f13/judgement-call-t112.htm Robert Porter There was an "incident" on late night 10/31/09 and early 11/01/09 that has caused significant impact on the present and predictably the future. Both sources tell me this is a good thing, and cheer for me. But it is me who makes the final decision, is this real or is this just another stupid thing these people throw at me. How could you not classically identify this? I think I have, the frequency of in and out relationships is at least two, likely three within a one year timeframe. The ... Robert's Library Tue, 03 Nov 2009 13:28:35 GMT http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/robert-s-library-f13/judgement-call-t112.htm#145 http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/robert-s-library-f13/judgement-call-t112.htm http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/robert-s-library-f13/who-you-are-t101.htm Robert Porter Recently the idea of what a human needs has been proposed to me. It goes like this, Love>Hope>Hobby. I have only one that falls short of fulfillment quite frequently. Hobby. I've adapted to the idea I'll be alone for a long time in my life, that I shouldn't hope for love because I'm simply not into the norm. Perhaps in college, yes. But even there I feel like I'll be limiting myself like I used to before. Perhaps you should just go through with this cop thing, or this military ... Robert's Library Sun, 12 Jul 2009 00:42:45 GMT http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/robert-s-library-f13/who-you-are-t101.htm#134 http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/robert-s-library-f13/who-you-are-t101.htm http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/robert-s-library-f13/operation-hellstorm-t99.htm Robert Porter Dramatic, I know. I can't even begin to imagine what shit I'm going to have to do in this phase, to "complete" this objective. Whatever it is I'm going to have to do is going to scar me for the rest of my life. To risk a life of regret must require a far greater bounty than oneself. Of course I make it sounds like it's necessary, if I were stronger I'd find a way to dig myself into debt and find an insecure emotional rollercoaster civilian career, but all the while thinking to ... Robert's Library Sun, 21 Jun 2009 22:25:08 GMT http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/robert-s-library-f13/operation-hellstorm-t99.htm#132 http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/robert-s-library-f13/operation-hellstorm-t99.htm http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/robert-s-library-f13/new-career-t98.htm Robert Porter Military Training to Become Helicopter Pilot

Gotta find out shit. To be updated.]]> Robert's Library Fri, 19 Jun 2009 02:59:59 GMT http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/robert-s-library-f13/new-career-t98.htm#131 http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/robert-s-library-f13/new-career-t98.htm http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/robert-s-library-f13/operation-solace-summarization-t94.htm Robert Porter Operation Solace Summarization Introductory: First of all I'd like to mention that all of this could have been avoided if I had chose to question the basics, rather than have allowed her to "woo" me with a "shock an awe" method. The reality supporting this is that to be prepared to see deception even behind the most seemingly innocent and beautifull faces. General Terms 1. I created a theory which helped support my decisions I've made on this operation. 2. The ... Robert's Library Sun, 24 May 2009 06:25:56 GMT http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/robert-s-library-f13/operation-solace-summarization-t94.htm#126 http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/robert-s-library-f13/operation-solace-summarization-t94.htm http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/robert-s-library-f13/life-in-the-shit-t87.htm Robert Porter
More to come.]]> Robert's Library Mon, 23 Mar 2009 04:50:39 GMT http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/robert-s-library-f13/life-in-the-shit-t87.htm#119 http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/robert-s-library-f13/life-in-the-shit-t87.htm http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/robert-s-library-f13/operation-solace-t70.htm Robert Porter Understanding Revisions: Meaning that I will compile all collected Operation Solace facts, and give them insight in order to hone my understandings of the operation in general. I feel at this point I do not understand enough to provide such input, but this will happen eventually. Mother fucking Internet Explorer crashed when I had typed out this big page of text. Holy shit, honestly what SHIT luck. Well as said before,(eh)I felt like the little (Update -) field didn't quite fill the role ... Robert's Library Thu, 29 Jan 2009 05:19:21 GMT http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/robert-s-library-f13/operation-solace-t70.htm#102 http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/robert-s-library-f13/operation-solace-t70.htm http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/robert-s-library-f13/operation-socialization-bravo-t67.htm Robert Porter This operation's purpose is to, again, re-enter a social life-style and to learn/benefit if possible. This becomes an official operation when Operation Iron Will has been activated. For optimal performance, it is reccommended that Operation Solace or Operation Hope:Bravo has either been a failure, or success. The experience here is invaluable. Operation Socialization Experience I had learned many things off of my first active social life. A load of it, so much so I've been able to ... Robert's Library Sun, 25 Jan 2009 23:26:34 GMT http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/robert-s-library-f13/operation-socialization-bravo-t67.htm#99 http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/robert-s-library-f13/operation-socialization-bravo-t67.htm http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/robert-s-library-f13/operation-hope-bravo-t66.htm Robert Porter Addendums onto my operations go through 26 more possible stages before a numerical identification is attached unto them. This being the first example of such, an explanation will be placed here and here only. Plans for Operation Hope: Bravo have yet to be planned. Honestly it's a ??? at this point. This topic is a set as a reminder that continued operations are possible in they are deemed valid. In this situation, Operation Hope: Bravo is set up if Operation Solace is to fail, and after ... Robert's Library Sun, 25 Jan 2009 23:13:09 GMT http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/robert-s-library-f13/operation-hope-bravo-t66.htm#98 http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/robert-s-library-f13/operation-hope-bravo-t66.htm http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/short-stories-f11/turn-t63.htm Robert Porter At this moment in my life, I'd say days passed like friendships and hopes of love fell beneath my feet. I didn't have much to hope for these last couple of weeks. It just feels as if I can't keep anything together long enough for it to become any real form of stability. I just don't like being fucked around like this. I feel like giving up on telling people that the system is a fake and that they're leading their lives into doom. But what do I know, I only have the facts. Same old shit where ... Short Stories Thu, 15 Jan 2009 05:48:44 GMT http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/short-stories-f11/turn-t63.htm#95 http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/short-stories-f11/turn-t63.htm http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/robert-s-library-f13/friday-at-six-t62.htm Robert Porter Never have I come so close in a title to give away the true identification of myself than this one. But hey, fuck it. I am what I am, if the people who know me seek the truth of me they will be rewarded with this website. There is a girl I am interested in. When I wrote that "I am Drunk" post, was when I sent the message to her pondering if she was doing anything on the weekend. So friday at six her a friend or two and I will be doing an activity. I even referenced it in that post ... Robert's Library Fri, 19 Dec 2008 06:19:35 GMT http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/robert-s-library-f13/friday-at-six-t62.htm#93 http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/robert-s-library-f13/friday-at-six-t62.htm http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/the-zeitgeist-movement-f5/the-movement-s-status-t61.htm Robert Porter As I have just recently started keeping track of it (12/17/08) I have found out that a lot of people there think a lot like me. It really is a place I do fit right in. I have helped out a couple people with their problems in how to tell people how it is, and I've given support to another who was unsure if someone was even listening to them. Overall their status seems buzzling. The world is starting to visibly shake up, and the signs are becoming more and more clear. The RealID identification ... The Zeitgeist Movement Fri, 19 Dec 2008 06:01:59 GMT http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/the-zeitgeist-movement-f5/the-movement-s-status-t61.htm#92 http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/the-zeitgeist-movement-f5/the-movement-s-status-t61.htm http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/robert-s-library-f13/heldback-messages-t59.htm Robert Porter The Approach It's really when you take all these world events and line them up in que to see where our masters are really taking us, where it's finally clear enough to see, feel, and ultimately understand how angry you should be. I know, I understand there's that big fucking bubble that surrounds most of us from the outside horrors of a billion starving people and hundreds of thousands of dead men women and children, I mean even saying this I detect the reaction to be moot. Honestly, I know ... Robert's Library Wed, 17 Dec 2008 02:12:34 GMT http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/robert-s-library-f13/heldback-messages-t59.htm#90 http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/robert-s-library-f13/heldback-messages-t59.htm http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/robert-s-library-f13/i-am-drunk-t58.htm Robert Porter Last night, I came to the conclusion that people drank because it made them feel happy. That they had to make themselves happy because otherwise they would have stayed sad. You know what, I was right. Because right now I feel so fucking great and I'm sober all the hell up. I said "now I can drink", then I said "I am drunk". Hahahaha...Oh hell. It's because I smile as this world spins out of control, and everytime I kick the ball into the corner, I feel I've made a little ... Robert's Library Mon, 15 Dec 2008 07:59:25 GMT http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/robert-s-library-f13/i-am-drunk-t58.htm#89 http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/robert-s-library-f13/i-am-drunk-t58.htm http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/robert-s-library-f13/so-ya-thought-you-might-like-to-go-to-the-show-t57.htm Robert Porter Wednesday 03/12/2008 6:23 AM So Ya, Thought Ya Might Like to Go to The Show. Just now I realized the most beautifull thing. That everything, all that is associated with life on Earth, is connected such an obvious way. We'd all see and realize it if we didn't believe in all this bullshit other people want you to believe in. Do this, for yourself. Forget about everything all these other people have told you and take everything you've learned and base an idea off of it. Then ... Robert's Library Wed, 10 Dec 2008 04:39:41 GMT http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/robert-s-library-f13/so-ya-thought-you-might-like-to-go-to-the-show-t57.htm#88 http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/robert-s-library-f13/so-ya-thought-you-might-like-to-go-to-the-show-t57.htm http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/robert-s-library-f13/easily-corrupted-and-friends-t27.htm Robert Porter It's amazing how even the most minor forms of escapism can bring about forms of corruption into the human mind. I just realized that I was becoming stupid when I started watching movies and then taking the beautifull parts of those movies and trying to live by them. I guess I was desperate combined with false hope equals foolishness. I'm going to go into this career to get on my feet and straighten out the knots. When I've established a home, some saved up money, and paid off car payments. ... Robert's Library Wed, 30 Jul 2008 02:42:47 GMT http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/robert-s-library-f13/easily-corrupted-and-friends-t27.htm#49 http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/robert-s-library-f13/easily-corrupted-and-friends-t27.htm http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/robert-s-library-f13/imagine-t52.htm Robert Porter It'd be cool to finally just stop fucking around with this current system, because if the powerfull half of us knew how it felt to see and hear death, pain, tears of sadness or rage. Those insane fuckers, I tell you what the only killing I justify is that of the corrupt. Spoken in true anger. I guess, we would have been saved if we had just been naturally connected. One fundemental flaw. When you kill a man, or creature you don't feel it if you don't look. What I don't under- ... Well, ... Robert's Library Thu, 30 Oct 2008 01:34:58 GMT http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/robert-s-library-f13/imagine-t52.htm#80 http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/robert-s-library-f13/imagine-t52.htm http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/general-f1/remembrance-t49.htm Robert Porter Well, actually I can't think of what they would think.]]> General Sun, 28 Sep 2008 01:06:04 GMT http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/general-f1/remembrance-t49.htm#74 http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/general-f1/remembrance-t49.htm http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/robert-s-library-f13/duty-dreams-t46.htm Robert Porter Dreams...I need to accomplish.

• Have lunch with Morgan Freeman

• Have lunch with Kevn Spacey

It would be neat to see both outputs.]]> Robert's Library Wed, 17 Sep 2008 02:44:28 GMT http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/robert-s-library-f13/duty-dreams-t46.htm#69 http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/robert-s-library-f13/duty-dreams-t46.htm http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/robert-s-library-f13/will-to-sustain-t45.htm Robert Porter Heavy losses. I cannot continue - it's all too much, I have no support and no means to an end. I guess, really I wish I could just have one more beautifull day. One day where I feel like there is hope for humanity, a total illusion none the less, but that at least before I died, that I had hope for these people. I'm just so sick of it. All alone with - no one to reach out to or to hold. No one to talk to. I begin to question the significance of my own being. Questioned it has, insignificant ... Robert's Library Wed, 10 Sep 2008 04:22:53 GMT http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/robert-s-library-f13/will-to-sustain-t45.htm#68 http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/robert-s-library-f13/will-to-sustain-t45.htm http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/robert-s-library-f13/shades-of-gray-t44.htm Robert Porter You can review several different aspects about life. Mortality, morality, reason, logic. So many things about it to learn and understand. I like to just say "Hey, look at this. I've identified this as a problem - what do you think?" of course the person next to me, also being human agrees that they see the problem, but for their own reasons chooses whether or not to solve it. Usually their reasons not to solve a problem frankly are not good enough. It's too much effort, it's too ... Robert's Library Mon, 01 Sep 2008 16:13:50 GMT http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/robert-s-library-f13/shades-of-gray-t44.htm#67 http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/robert-s-library-f13/shades-of-gray-t44.htm http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/robert-s-library-f13/denial-t42.htm Robert Porter
So far, I've lost a couple people in my life, possible and practical. I don't get anything from the truth but loss...]]> Robert's Library Thu, 21 Aug 2008 05:06:22 GMT http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/robert-s-library-f13/denial-t42.htm#65 http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/robert-s-library-f13/denial-t42.htm http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/robert-s-library-f13/initiate-t40.htm Robert Porter I cannot believe people, they are so greyed out, wake up before it's too late.]]> Robert's Library Tue, 12 Aug 2008 14:14:02 GMT http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/robert-s-library-f13/initiate-t40.htm#63 http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/robert-s-library-f13/initiate-t40.htm http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/novels-f12/i-the-evolution-t26.htm Robert Porter I, The Evolution I sat in my car outside my lousy job in "sales", listening to a song by Pink Floyd on a CD I burned. I couldn't really imagine working here for much longer, it always became deppressing on the night shift. My whole life to sum things up, has had it's amounts of minor trauma, and affirmations of beauty. I had a good exscuse for working here, I'm only 17, and was 16 when I started. I started five days before my birthday, and guess what, I had to work it. Those bastards ... Novels Mon, 14 Jul 2008 03:28:34 GMT http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/novels-f12/i-the-evolution-t26.htm#48 http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/novels-f12/i-the-evolution-t26.htm http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/short-stories-f11/i-the-evolution-t25.htm Robert Porter I plan on writing a Novel titled "I, The Evolution". It's about one man who's efforts to change the world lead an extraordinary adventure for humankind's evolution, and to save it from the brink. It's described easily, but there is a lot in the story, a lot of learning elements that I hope a lot of people can really learn off of. It'll look sloppy to begin with, but I'll touch her up over time. Basic Stats... Main Character: Secondary Characters: etc... Short Stories Mon, 14 Jul 2008 03:21:11 GMT http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/short-stories-f11/i-the-evolution-t25.htm#47 http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/short-stories-f11/i-the-evolution-t25.htm http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/robert-s-library-f13/individuality-t24.htm Robert Porter I have to fight here, a lot. To maintain my ideas and my individuality. The idea of beauty must be withheld within me, it's so hard to keep fighting for it, when it goes against the idea. But I know when I'm done fighting, it all pays off. Gah, what a pain in the ass. I don't know what I will do. I can't keep doing what I'm doing now, I know that, and that alone is motivation. So I lay down the line. The line of solitude, fortitude and desolation for myself, or I lay down the line of unity, ... Robert's Library Mon, 14 Jul 2008 03:17:00 GMT http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/robert-s-library-f13/individuality-t24.htm#46 http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/robert-s-library-f13/individuality-t24.htm http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/general-f1/roles-t10.htm Marc Powell
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Official Member: Contributor to the site, have providing their scense of mind.]]> General Wed, 11 Jun 2008 21:16:00 GMT http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/general-f1/roles-t10.htm#28 http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/general-f1/roles-t10.htm http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/general-f1/recruitment-t2.htm Marc Powell Hey Robert, could you help me out on a few things here? General Mon, 09 Jun 2008 23:17:04 GMT http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/general-f1/recruitment-t2.htm#16 http://seethetruth.darkbb.com/general-f1/recruitment-t2.htm