Turn

At this moment in my life, I'd say days passed like friendships and hopes of love fell beneath my feet. I didn't have much to hope for these last couple of weeks.
It just feels as if I can't keep anything together long enough for it to become any real form of stability. I just don't like being fucked around like this. I feel like giving up on telling people that the system is a fake and that they're leading their lives into doom. But what do I know, I only have the facts.
Same old shit where they look at me one day and say "you were right" and I say "no shit".
I just get tired of this world, so damn tired of it. But I never manage to sleep at night. Every now and again I fantasize the idea of meeting the one woman just like me who's doing the same thing. But we're still apart, and will be for a long, long time.
Sometimes I think, "well if she thinks so much like me, she'll be looking where I'm looking". Now I'd make my search in a general term to increase my chances...but nothing. Had things continued like this for long, I'd say my cold and dark feelings would have gotten the best of me, for what was left of it.
It wasn't untill the middle of 2009 the world starting seeing a turn of events that would eventually lead it into a better future.